PinkLashesRabbite

no more satisfaction for me

pinklashesrabbit — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 23:24:22 +0000

After looking through my old pictures (the smaller version of me)..yeah sometimes i feel irritated by looking at myself in the mirror. I lack of confidence, in the way i dress, walk and talk . lol. but obviously not love. At times, there’s an ear splitting noise that is extremely and unpleasantly for me to hear. About me being fat of course.. It hurts somehow. Well I don’t mind at all. I think it is best for me to dig a perigi inside my ears and just take it into consideration for me to start dieting soon.

What I miss the most when I’m thinn, of course I get to buy certain clothes that I want, went to class with confident, so that people won’t look at me like I’m some kind of king kong or something. I miss playing netball with full energy and enthusiasm. But the last time I went for netball practice, I can barely run weh..how pathetic is that?

The best part is where this black guy (funop) which used to be my group mate for my accounting class. He went to my house one day to do an assignment, then abruptly, he asked me that I should try his magic powder. I was in doubt what he’s going to do next. Then, he gave me his card where a picture of “before and after” fat girl then became thin because of the product he is selling. How sad is that right, i know!. I was like wtf man..hahaha but terima je kenyataan. sobs.

It is not much different about me lately. Its just that I don’t feel comfortable being myself. I used to hear to benny benassi when i feel ..u know girls..sexy(don’t laugh). Unfortunately, I can’t feel it anymore. I am ashame of myself. I’m hearing to mr.benny now and I can barely move my shoulders. U know what I mean. I miss the old me. I miss my dearly girlfriends. I need them..

Recurrently, I blame kurt for feeding me with too much love and food. Yet, its not him to blame. It ‘s me. If I can literally control my obsession of eating.

So here to 2009 resolutions. I have determined to exercise more and eat less, stop smoking, be a good student and shift to cyber faster. Well people, it was an intriguing tale of a fat girl with high hopes kan… See you all soon. We go yam cha ok?

Love, pinklashesrabbit

bo ho ho..

pinklashesrabbit — Thu, 25 Dec 2008 14:22:25 +0000

holas my dearies,

It has been a while since I’ve posted. It was a messed up month for me.

Whatever it is, it’s over now. (NOT)

So just pretend that it is over.

Actually, for this week I was planning to head back home. But Hunneh’s parents is here for the weekend. So no car to go home. Sorry jaye (i love you tooooo much!!) .

Yesterday, we went to Portuguese’s settlement to menyemak celebrate christmas. I think we had fun. Don’t we gays? Donny suddenly told me that he’s coming with virus,badut and erks. Even though at first he told me that he couldn’t come lah kan…(sabar je lah). So sweet datang jugak korang..

At first 7 people are going with us. Abruptly, turned out there was like 15 of us. 3 cars. Best lah cause it’s hard to gather all of them.

So Bo hO hOo…

Merry Fuckin Christmas!

(zax,donny,cib,unta,virus,amy,kurt,azie,erwin,pawaz,badut,erks,bob,manok)

love, pinklashesrabbit

I’ve been tagged by jaye…

pinklashesrabbit — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 16:10:07 +0000

a) Two names you go by: amy,boyot.
b) Two things you are wearing right now: daun2 dan ranting2 kayu.
c) Two things you want very badly at the moment: more fuckin money.
d) Two things you did last night just before bed: shin channing and played the guild 2 venice..
e) Two things you ate today: kerabu aladdin & burger yus.
f) Two people you just spoke with: ayah & hunneh.
g) Two things you are doing tomorrow: going to settle things up with finance,(why i need to pay rm 500 again? babi.)
h) Two longest car rides: Penang and Jb.
i) Two favorite beverages: soya bean & milk.
j) Two person who are chose to do this tag: Donny & Virus.

love. boyot.

new style for pubic hair

pinklashesrabbit — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 10:07:33 +0000

ni hao darls..

miss me?

lol.

New hair! tak new sgtla kan.

why so serious azie?

I heart you.

p.s: hate you biatch.

love, pinklashesrabbit

…loves

pinklashesrabbit — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 23:50:02 +0000

with love, amy.

Barack Obama..What’s his real religion?

pinklashesrabbit — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 10:22:52 +0000

Holas loves,

If you hear any rumors about Obama is a muslim, well think again.

His father,Barack Hussein Obama Sr.is a black muslim. He married Obama's mother,Ann Dunham who is a white atheist. So automatically, for Muslim people he is considered as a muslim right?

Well, I can’t make any assumption about his religious history.

Take a look at these photos, and judge it yourself.

P.S: I don’t think it involves religion in this matter. Because all the U.S president did the same thing too.

AWKWARD right? I know.

love,pinklashesrabbit.

you

pinklashesrabbit — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 17:54:33 +0000

heyya,

I made my own song just now,

its for him.

tell me what you think aite?

copy paste the link below, then play it with your winamp.

http://www.upload-mp3.com/pfiles/37882/you…mp3

love pinklashesrabbit.

toots

pinklashesrabbit — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 14:30:59 +0000

as’kum evelibodi,

okay, cerita panas of the year.

1. there’s this person i know, petite,with big *toots* kena badly abused by his one and only so called boyfriend.Well it was bad. It was hard for me to hear it. But really i pity her and unfortunately there is nothing i can do. I won’t give my oppinion about this matter. Because I know she will not accept it. (Eventhough at first she will be pretending like she’s accepting the words that came out of my mouth.But then she’ll say bad things about me later on). Well it doesn’t matter to me. I want you to take care of yourself, think and keep on thinking what had happened to you for the past few weeks.

The “bf” said “it’s okay, she can sembuh!!” (after he pukul her gila babi with tali pinggang and sepak her stomach).

WTF RIGHT?? I KNOW!

LELAKI DAYUS!

p.s: and just yesterday, i saw another girl(queen + model) with an old guy.(wondering where is her boyfriend?? anyone??)

hugs and kisses bitches,

love pinklashesrabbit.

sze’s burpppday

pinklashesrabbit — Sun, 23 Nov 2008 14:22:04 +0000

haha..happy birthday to you too darling..

lol. agogo jinjang karaoke.

p.s: I know elaine is just like the ” ah so” in the kung fu hustle movie.

wo ai ni men. amito

Happy The 21st Baby Fifi

pinklashesrabbit — Sun, 23 Nov 2008 14:02:01 +0000

My dear iftot,

You’re fuggin 21 now.

I’m very happy for you..

Stay “gila” and cute.

I love you.

I’m glad we were together even just for few hours. I love you guys.

love, pinklashesrabbit.

buat aku tersenyum :)

pinklashesrabbit — Fri, 21 Nov 2008 09:40:44 +0000

Teringat zaman sheila on 7, haha. Teringin pulak nak main lagu ni. enjoy. Just copy paste the link below.

http://www.upload-mp3.com/pfiles/34675/buat%20aku%20tersenyum.mp3